New Layout

Well after looking at a bunch of peoples blogs is realized mine is pretty boring and i wanted to figure out how to add peoples blogs to mine so i don't have to find a comment someone made to get into their blog! So ya, i am still changing things and figuring out what it what so hang in there. It's 10:30 and i should have been in bed a LONG time ago!

Messing Around

So i found this new program on the internet that is free where you can take your pics and make them all fancy!! So i gave it a shot and this is what i came up with. I am wanting to hand out pics for janae's 2 birthday. I have an appointnmetn at superstore today to see what kind of pictures they take of janae and we'll see which one I use! I think i softneed the picture too much it is looking a little bit blurry!

What a Gorgeous Day Out!

Janae out on the deck this week in her pjs playing!!

Unfortunately our gorgeous day was spent at the mall, in the car and at the inlaws! I know lame!! I really wanted to go to children's place to buy Janae a jean skirt( i was having a hard time finding one) She is getting her two year pictures done on wednesday at superstore(we'll see how they turn out) So i was able to convince myself and john to spend the money on a new outfit for this special occassion! I was looking on the calendar today to see when i should do janae' s party and noticed that easter falls on the 23 of march this year, the day after Janae's birthday! This is so cool cause i can do a easter theme party with an easter egg hunt and everything!!! I guess this year both girls get to spend their birthdays on a special day, Jesus' birth and ressurection!! how special. I dont' really know what to do with this whole birthday thing. I did a big thing for Janae last year with a ton of my firends and their kids and this year i dont' really feel it's necessary, not like it was last year either. I just love going all out for parties!! But now with Camryn i am like why would a do a birthdya for her first year, esepcially becuase it falls at christmas and she really doens't get it or care. but then i think what will she think and say when seh is older and sees i through janae this amazing first birthday and did nothing for her! Quilt!! Oh well we'll see what happens. I still need to figure out this half birthday i dea i am thrwoing around for Camryn!! Any ideas how to give Camryn a special birthdya each year with out it beinglost in allthe christmas busyness.

So I think my family is over the flu now. Janae is still not fully herself but seh's getting there. Camryn is back to sleeping through majority of the night so that is a huge blessing I was getting pretty tired! Now that everyone is back healthy it's time to focus on decorating Janae's room. I thought we would reintroduce her big girl bed to her on ehr birthdya by putting the mattress on my old bed nad painting daisies on ehr wall and hanging pictures up. We tried the big girl bed at 18 months because she wasnt' sleepign in her crib and that didnt' work either. and so these days she starts off in her bed but then by midnight is on the couch with john! Yep john has slept ont he couch since i was 6 motnhs pregnant cause i snored too loud and then when janae started not sleeping in her bed and he was tired of going in tehre and waitin gfor her to fall asleep her brought her on the couch with him(he pushsed the two couches togetther so it's like a bed) and then janae is able to sleep throught he entire night without a bottle, it's crazy i know. we always joke about moving the couches inot her room! It;s funny cause as you know children can't alwasy pronounce words correctly so if you ask janae where seh sleeps she'll say" cowshit" instead of couches. so anwyas i thought for her second birthday i would make a big deal abotu ehr sleeping in ehr room by redoiong it and making it special for her. My mom painted the bed i used to have and so i think htat will excite her as anything nana makes is special to janae. My mom has made clothes and blankets nad jackets for janae nad so janae always says so proudly, 'NAna Made" adn did you knwo that Nana makes carseats, beds and just about anything!!! So we'll see what happens. We are also hoping ot start the potty training thing once we have mastered this bed thing. Maybe john adn i will get to sleep all through the night together soon, it will be the first time in 2 years!! I will let you know how that goes and if any of you reading this have any other ideas on how to succesfully do the transistion let me know!

Well it's 9 and i want to snoop on some other blogs before i go to bed. Have agreat day tomorrow as i see it is suppose to be another gorgeous day!

stay away from my house!!

Camryn in her cage! Room 318!

I new camryn like sucking her hand but i didnt' know this was her favorite or i would have asked them to put the IV in the other hand!

Camryn in her 6 month sleeper she got from Aunti Sonja, it fits just perfect. camryn is 13pounds 9oz!! she has put on 3 pounds in 7 weeks!!

Just when i thought my saturday couldn't get worse. at 11pm camryn

started throwing up and would not eat and the little bit that would go down came up just as fast so off to the hospital i went, leaving john who just started throwing up and having diarreah before i left and janae who still has diarreah at home. i sat in emergency where we tried to get camryn to drink something but woulnd't and kept throwing up,so finally at 4am they decided it was time for an iv and to admit her. None of the nurses wanted to put the iv in but finally teh head nurse did and camryn smiled the whole time, what a tough cookie. So we went up to the pediatrics and once she was hooked up to the iv she stopped barfing and fell into a good night sleep. she woke up the next mornign starving adn drank a full bottle and kept it down and did the rest of the bottle the rest of the day but they wanted her to stay a full day before sending her home. i did not sleep at all the first night and thank goodness i got some sleep last ngiht, despite my disrespectful roommates!(the parents of a sick child). So anywyas this mornign they discharged her and so we are at home. JAnae still has diarreah and so does john although it has gotten better and now camryn has diarreah. I jsut did a load of barf and pooh clothes adn have gathered all janae's toys to bleach! This house is going to be sanitized today so i don't get this horrible virus. Well i should get going on the bleaching. I am so glad ot be hoem so i can enjoy this gorgeous weather outside instead of from the third floor window at MSA! I think i will wash my vehicle first! Have a great week everyone, oh and i learned that when kids have diareah (1 year to adults) give them diluted welches white grapae juice, it absoibs in the body, donot give apple juice!!

one boring saturday

THis is how janae spends most of her day.

Well its saturday and it sure is a boring day!! i slept in which seems to have been a mistake, i am more tired today then i am any other day and also pretty cranky!! The sun is starting to shine and it makes me want to go out for a walk, oh wait i dont' have a stroller that fits both girls in. we are waiting for toy r us to have a sale on their quattro double stroller which they say will be in march> it is 300 dollars and if we go to the states its 230 so we have talked about going down tot he states to purchase it, but ya. i thought about going down today but i think we'll have to wait cause Janae is still not feeling good. She is eating more but has diarreah right after so nothing is really staying in her system. she still has her bladder infection . We arn't sure now if she has the flu as well or if the symtoms are from teh medicine for the bladder infection or if she has the flu too. so anyways we had to cut the dosage of medicine in half and so far she has stopped throwing up but we still have diarreah adn she just isnt herself. she has lost so much weight already. AThis has been on going for the past two weeks with her not wanitng to eat so it;s noticeable taht she is thinner! i just hope we camryn doenst get it if it is the flu.
Anyways so ya this is my saturday, sitting on the couch doing absolutely nothing but being lazy. eventuallly i plan to head out to walmart to buy some diapers and food so ya.

Happy valentine's Day

Just a pic of me and my munchkin before Camryn was born!

My poor little munchkin Janae is sick. She has a bladder infection which we started treating yesterday with antibiotics and this mornign she has been throwing up and just not acting like herself. They say that the meds could cause her to be nautious but i don't know, just before i put her down for a nap she started feeling a bit warm to me. Happy Valentine's day to me!!

We celebrated yesterday cuase my sister has my mom babysitting her kids tonight so ya. We went out to red robins and then went to the mall where john and i got in on some great deals at sport check, new shoes and jacket!! So tonight we are just hanging out at home seeings Janae is not feeling well.

Oh the joys of sick kids. It is hard with Camryn too cause i can't always be cuddling with janae and putting her down for a nap today she fell asleep listening to camryn scream. Days like these i wish money grew on trees so john could be at home to help me out.

My life is going awesome. I have been spending a lot of time in prayer lately and it has made me way more loving to my husband and more layed back. I tend to get all caught up and uptight abotu things that i become a total bag especilaly to my husband so it's been nice an dquite around here lately!! I struggle with control and i have for ever and when my relationshop with God is weak I turn total bitch, pardon my language. I need God and so often I am so busy and don't really feel that I need Him. It's not til things get pretty bad at home that i realize how desperately i need Him. Yet the stupid thing is I fall back into the control freak all the time, and then come crawling back. Why do we go back when we know how awesome life can be with God, mind boggling!

do they look alike?

a whole lot of nothing!

So it's the weekend and i was woken up at 5:30am by camryn who acutally slept from 10pm -5:30 so that was super awesome!! She decided after her bottle that she was done sleeping and so i put her on my bed to play and i went and painted my bathroom at 6am! crazy i know, that is what john said when he came in the room and discovered me on a ladder with a paint brush in my hand!
last night we went bowling with our care group and took the kids a long, janae had a blast bowling!
I will have to take a pic of my laundry room that i just painted green adn sponge painted daisies all over. it looks really cute, at least i htink so!! now i jsut have the task of painting the cabinets white! Next project is janae;s room. i am wanting to fully decorate her room adn complete it for her 2nd birthdya when we'll try forcing her to stay in her room for night. RIght now she is on the couch with john adn I am not going to even start explaining why!
well camryn is growing all the time, she sure doesnt' look only 6 weeks old, people take a second look when i tell them how old she is. Scary to think how big number 3 will be and no i am not pregnant but am planning for a third!

Well this is it for now, have to go and make a bottle for camryn. one of these days i will write a real post of what is all going on in my life, but for now it will be short and sweet.

My Little Poser!

So i got a new camera for my birhtday from john and the girls and Janae has been saying cheese ever since! I got a bunch of cute pics of Janae and know i just need to get a few good ones of Camryn for her birth announcment! I put camryn in three month jeans and shirt and they fit!! Jeepers this kids is a monster!

Anyways it is 11pma nd i really should go to sleep so i just wanted to post some new pics, i know how much it sucks going to someones blog and see that they haven't posted anything new so here it is.